I guess I waited too long
To let you go to let this breathe
You always seemed so tall
You left me small you left me empty
You were my crutch my constant dependency
So long I've harbored this hate for you in me
As I climb the stairs what do I expect to see
Awaits me on the balcony
A noose bred from your slender frame
Or jagged cliffs that echo out your name
So here we are a typical party scene
Your breath tells of at least a few drinks
He holds your hand firm yet soft
But he's dying just to get your clothes off
And I knew that I'd never be
Someone you'd call anything
So while he fucks you in the closet
I'll sigh in some back room
Say goodbye for the fourth and final time
You were my crutch my constant dependency
So long I've harbored this hate for you in me
As I climb the stairs what do I expect to see
Awaits me on the balcony
A noose bred from your slender frame
Or jagged cliffs that echo out your name
Alcoholic emptiness
What's left of you to remissness
Go out dressed up to impress
Underneath you hate whats left
Cry out to repent your sins
The devil and God war within
Nothing that you said or did
Was worth any of this shit
Bracing post-hardcore meets festival-ready rock on the Tokyo band's sharp new EP, mixed and mastered by Will Yip (Turnstile, Title Fight). Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 8, 2024